Posted by Susan J on March 14, 2004, at 11:51:34
In reply to Re: OCD and Suicidal Thoughts, posted by Elle2021 on March 14, 2004, at 3:25:02
Well, more and more I think this is just a byproduct of these horrendous work hours and lack of control I have over my own life right now.
Thank you for all the kinds words. I can't take any time off until mid-April, but I should be able to get a therapy appt. again.
It's just scary to not be able to stop thinking about it, ya know? And I'm not going to kill myself...I guess it's just with all the thinking about it, it makes me feel like I'm one step closer to saying, well, maybe doing that isn't so bad.....and that's *not* where I want to be right now. LIke one of my failsafes has been taken away. I'm not describing it very well....it's just scary to me, that's all.
Let's see what the therapist says....
Thanks again,
Susan
poster:Susan J
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