Posted by Asya on January 18, 2004, at 14:40:42
So this morning I was just overwhelmed with pain and sadness and cried and cried in bed. My dad heard, came in, tried to talk to me, mom came in, ripped the covers off and tried to drag me out of bed and told me I was being a baby, crying wasn't going to solve anything, etc. She ketp saying "Just tell me what your problem is?" but it is so hard for me to articulate. I mean, the problem is years and years of feeling hated by her. And if I said that she'd just say bullshit, that's not true. When I didn't respond to her so-called "tough love" queries, she left the room, vowing she wasn't going to speak to me. This happens a lot and it is so hard because she makes my life a living hell when we're not speaking since we live in the same house. I am looking for an apartment but that will take a little time to find. Gosh, I just feel so alone, and she always makes me feel bad for hating her but I really do think she's a despicable person and she has been the worst mother to me. Thanks for letting me rant.
poster:Asya
thread:302348
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