Posted by tina on July 23, 2003, at 21:27:42
to want to die without being depressed? Just to logically, rationally want to not exist?
I won't kill myself, I know I won't, but I do wish I was never born. I am not depressed and don't do impulsive things. I just logically think that my life was a mistake and shouldn't have happened in the first place. I pray for death. I ask my dead friends to take me to where they are. I envy them. Is wanting non-existence such a bad thing? It seems rational to me.
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