Posted by kara lynne on July 10, 2003, at 0:40:55
In reply to Because he treats you like crap!!, posted by whiterabbit on July 10, 2003, at 0:11:02
God, I was on the freeway today and I was so stressed I said out loud I better stop it or I'll burst an aneurism.
Oh, so sorry you had to deal with that today. Anything you want to share I will gladly listen to--you have certainly listened to all of mine. Of course if you're lying down resting that's even better.
It's so nice that you're completely clear about this. I don't know how long it took you or what medication you're on, but I want some. (wait, I remember, it's the darn Seroquel you were being given such grief about, right?) Well I'd take it in a second if it worked for me.
How did you get past it being a threat to you as a woman? Or it meaning something about you? I mean I know I should send whoever he gets with a condolence card, but it still feels so *threatening* to me--on levels I can't articulate.
How come he gets to go have this merry life and I'm stuck with this psychic sewage? That's the part that gets me. The best revenge is a living well, and all of that. Well I am hardly the poster child for living well. I mean to live well someday, I hope, but I sincerely don't know if it's possible anymore. I mean I'm not giving up per-se, I just really don't have much evidence that life can get better.
AND HE'S JUST DUCKY. Yes, you could substitute a letter if you like, but ducky as well (the d or the u, I suppose.)
Thank you for writing me a reason, even when you're so agitated. And thank you for being clear. Now go rest.
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