Posted by yesac on July 9, 2003, at 21:01:36
I feel like it is getting worse as I sit here. I feel very desperate in some ways. It fluctuates minute by minute. I am tempted to call my psychiatrist right now, but I'm going to wait till tomorrow morning. I'm already supposed to see him on Friday, but I feel like that's too far away and I need to see him sooner. This is almost a crisis I feel like. Although I really don't know when to call something a crisis. But I just need to go home, chill out, make a list of all the stupid bulls**t I need to do, try to read though I know that won't happen, go to bed. That's all I need to do. Why does this feel like a crisis, like I am being sucked downward with each passing second when I am just sitting here?
poster:yesac
thread:240420
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