Posted by noa on July 8, 2003, at 22:39:01
In reply to Noa one more thing..., posted by whiterabbit on July 8, 2003, at 18:29:34
HI, thanks Gabbi, Nikki, Fallsfall, Gracie, and Greg. I couldn't resist coming back to check in before going to sleep.
I am so relieved to read that Racer went to counseling. It is a step.
Greg, you are wonderful, btw. (re 2000)
Gabbi--I think I finally get the "x2"--I'm a little slow on the uptake sometimes.
I am overwhelmed with a lot of stuff. I also am not feeling great. My ears took until mid-day to pop back to earth pressure. I had never had ear problems flying before, but this time, I must have still had fluid left from my cold last week, and it was very painful and I was pretty deaf temporarily. But I also have been having some GI symptoms for a few days, must be some kind of bug because one of the babies in the family I visited with had GI problems yesterday. Poor little guy was getting all dehydrated.
Anyway, I slept for a little while, rescheduled with my therapist and somehow, miraculously, was able to find my old (expired) passport. Now, I just need to borrow money so I can get a new passport in time for my trip next month. After yesterday's travelling annoyances, the last thing I feel like doing is planning for another plane trip--and a long one at that, and because of my late passport problem, I'll probably end up in a horrible seat. Makes me want to cancel the trip. But of course, the ticket is already bought and not returnable.
Still having GI stuff, but my mood is a tiny bit better. I'm depressed, and anxious about how out of control my life feels, but not feeling as much like I'm going to fall apart like I was feeling earlier today.
I'm worried I won't be able to get up for work in the morning. Maybe I'll work half a day-either before therapy or after--I'll have to play that by ear.
Thanks all. So, my break is deferred for now. I'll have to play that by ear from day to day, as well.
Thanks.
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