Posted by Penny on July 5, 2003, at 11:20:16
My moods continue to fluctuate.
It's funny - I just filled out a job app for a pt job and there was a psych test of sorts and one question was whether my moods were stable.
Huh...as if I would share that with them. Yes, my moods are stable while I'm being an actress. And I would be distracted enough to not be myself - at times I can be a good actress.
Wishing I could do some things over again knowing what I know now - wishing I could manage to not screw my life up so seriously.
But at least I have my dogs, though I feel they're constantly neglected.
And I have an african dwarf frog who just swims and swims around and around in his tank with three fish and two snails, which I don't particularly like. But my little frog is a hoot.
What it must be like to live such a sheltered existance.
Yet, sometimes I feel in a way like the froggie - as though I have no control over my environment and I'm just swimming in circles.
around and around and around. no end in sight.
And if the temperature changes, it might be the end of me.
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