Posted by mmcasey on April 12, 2003, at 20:34:10
In reply to Re: mmc, posted by leeran on April 12, 2003, at 18:04:19
Thanks to all of you for the words of support. It's good to know that I'm not alone. I actually find it quite amazing that there are so many of us out there who keep going through this struggle, keep fighting and "putting one foot in front of the other" despite everything that we are faced with emotionally, socially, and in every other way. It gives me inspiration sometimes to think of all of the people, including myself, who keep at it and stay alive and keep trying to attain that elusive and flickering sense of contentment and/or happiness, even if it only lasts for a minute or two. The rest of my day has been *okay*. But it is just so hard during those many hours of misery and depair to see any hope or point in the future and the rest of my life because I just feel like this pain will never really stop!! But, for now at least, for this one moment, I am okay. And maybe tomorrow I will be for a while too, or maybe not. We will see....
Meghan
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