Posted by bozeman on March 25, 2003, at 22:50:16
In reply to fool?someone call for me?, posted by justyourlaugh on March 25, 2003, at 22:28:27
A beautiful sensitive creative child, maybe.
I actually love to color, and to paint. It reminds me of a time when I really didn't have a care in the world (however short that was. :-)
I have a painting of Zorro I need to finish. He has the most haunting eyes, and I did the eyes first or there was no point in finishing the painting because it wouldn't look like him. I got the eyes right, then got scared I would mess them up so it's only half-finished. A lot of my life is like that, half finished because I'm afraid to screw it up. But medication is doing wonders for that, allowing me to figure out how to be me and live in the world without giving up that creative child part of me.I hope you can find a way to do that too, Shannon. Your soul is so beautiful sometimes it makes me cry.
(((shannon)))
bozeman
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