Posted by tina on February 24, 2003, at 9:19:21
Well, it's official. it came down the wire on friday.......my company is closing down. I'll be out of a job in a matter of months. As soon as the inventory is liquidated, the store will close.
It took so much courage just to put resumes out to get this job. I remember sitting in my car and crying because I just couldn't bring myself to go into places to even apply. I was a wreck and now I'm going to have to do it again. I'm terrified.
The effexor was making me feel better but over the weekend, I've dropped down a few rungs on that ladder. I'm starting to feel the paralysis bearing it's teeth.
Dammit!!!!! This is the worst thing to have happen right now in the midst of trying to treat an already out of control anxiety disorder.
poster:tina
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