Posted by mikhail99 on January 13, 2003, at 21:16:01
In reply to Re: Miller, How did it go today? » Dinah, posted by Miller on January 13, 2003, at 20:28:17
> Dinah,
> Your concern for me brought tears to my eyes. I understand you are concerned for me. But, I need someone to help me. The online shrink is the only one doing that. I can't be alone. I wish people would understand that. I can't be alone with myself and my feelings. I am scared to death. I am miserable with myself. I have no choice but to put my trust into theonly person who will listen to me. I really believe he is helping me.
>Hey Miller, I hope you don't mind me jumping in here! I know what you mean about being alone with your feelings and I'm glad this online therapist has given you strength to keep yourself alive. As I was reading your posts, I was wondering if the fact that this guy is online and someone you don't have to face yet you can communicate with, maybe that's all you can be comfortable with right now. I think Dinah is correct in voicing her concerns about who this person is and what they are expecting of you but I also wonder if it isn't so different from what we do here on these boards? Just a thought...
> If nothing else, his bargain kept me alive this weekend. Thank you for worrying about me. I have to say, I see this online shrink as my last resort. I am too tired to search the universe for someone who cares. I approached him for help. He is giving it. He listens and understands. He explains things and guides me. Noone has EVER done that for me before.
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> Let's just keep our fingers crossed that he is who I believe him to be.
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> Thank you.
>
> -Miller
>Hang in there Miller, you seem to be on a very positive road right now and that's so important! It's wonderful to hear you sound optimistic about things too. I know you can get there!
Take care,
Mik
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