Posted by Kam on January 11, 2003, at 1:40:33
In reply to Re: what its like being a bad machine » Kam, posted by kid a on January 8, 2003, at 12:47:29
> > Is there an honest catholic priest? Just kidding, my husband is catholic so I can get away with it! It's great to hear your stronger now over the years. But what is it that makes you feel "you are not one of them"? We are all individuals just as you are. Maybe it's as simple as "when I'm home" it's my time don't bother me. I want my space, there certainly isn't anything wrong with that.
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> when i was younger, we had a very cool priest, he had a camero i think... he was young... its the older ones you have to look out for... with their frail fingers, spreading death... every touch leaving a cicatrix on the unfortunate...
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> sometimes im happy to be home, sometimes it scares me to be there alone, sometimes i don't know where i want to be at all, or if at all, a thought ive chastised others for, or alternately lapped in the morose and we laughed it off as if it were our destiny... 9 months, and i still can't shake that feeling, it never leaves you.
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> maybe we're all just "anonymous bodies, in an empty room".
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> sorry for the late reply, i think i was confused by the misdirection....kid a,
Agreed, as my disguted catholic husband would say! It's the older ones that you have to look out for. Spreading DEATH, yes to the unfortunate, that look up to them. It's a SAD world when the "person" you look up to for guidence is leading you the other way!! What happened to the "Leave It To Beaver" days!! Thats what I grew up on!! PLEASE DON'T BE SCARED TO BE ALONE" As I posted on a prior thread, we are born alone and we die alone. What we do in between is up to us!!! And may I add to your response, "in my opinion" we are not anonymous bodies, in an empty room. We are a person, an individual, put here on earth for a reason. It may be a small reason, but nontheless, a reason. I was just thinking today, because we went to Disney World last summer, what would the world be like without Mickey Mouse??? So we don't have quite the effect as Walt, but we ARE each an individual, with something to give to this crazy world, and I hope to find it someday !!
As much as I hope I find it !!!Kam
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