Posted by kid a on January 5, 2003, at 1:08:39
In reply to Re: abuse debaser » kid a, posted by bluedog on January 4, 2003, at 22:06:24
> I really admire you for putting up a photo of yourself on this site but it seems that was a really good move on your part judging by the number of admirers you now have. I don't think I would have the courage to put up my own photo on the net as I would be terrified that people will then judge me by my looks rather than my words.
thanks for your response, bluedog, it is a warmth to my heart. yes i have known others like me in moments of my youth... we all tended to avoid each other... none of us wanted to emphasise our shortcomings by ganging up together...
i think i am very lucky to have a very brilliant doctor who performed my last surgery. i could perhaps get another, one final cut... but he told me something quite sage... there is only so much you can do... and the combination now of dread of hospitals and happiness with my current self keeps me out from under the knife...
its only with the cam that i can even talk about my past... that i can show people that i am not, a hideous deformed monster... i had not spoken of it until now.
be well.
poster:kid a
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