Posted by Alii on January 1, 2003, at 5:23:52
In reply to Re: suicide check... » Alii, posted by Dinah on January 1, 2003, at 5:16:18
> Alii, I think you should let your therapist know, and answering machine is often the easiest way. I've asked my therapist to hang up sometimes so that I can leave a message.
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> I know that it was awful to have the police over. And you said there was some yelling on the phone? Maybe that has something to do with your anger too. But I'm sure your friend was honestly frightened and did what he/she thought was best. It's hard to judge sometimes when someone is in danger.
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> Would meditation help you any? You have a real affinity for water...
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> Wish I could say something to help.
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> Dinah (with insomnia)Sorry you've got the insomnia Dinah,
The yelling was from the friend at me. I've yelled at this person before so it isn't an unusual thing for this friendship but I was so fragile tonight I couldn't handle it and my hanging up and turning of the ringer so as not to wake the partner and turning off my cell so I could just cry and cry. Thank goodness I did turn it back on and listen to one message of this friend telling me that they were calling the police (the Internet is a scary thing people.....friends from other states able to call your local police dept.) so that I was outside and waving the car over to my driveway when they were just about to drive by and had their big ol' spotlight out.
I felt so humilated that because of my disease this is somthing that has now happened twice in my life due to my disease.
I did call and leave message for therapist and didn't consider it an emergency so said she could call back anytime tomorrow after a certain hour if she was around. Otherwise I see her Jan 2. No worries there.
I loooooove water but live with a shower stall and just can't really go into why even that in this house is just unworkable for a pisces.
Your post is more help than you know dm. Thank you sweetie.
~Alii
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