Posted by shar on July 27, 2002, at 17:56:46
In reply to what is wrong with me?, posted by id rather be surfin on July 24, 2002, at 16:11:23
> constant fighting with my girlfriend has left me wanting to end the whole relationship right here and now...but i once told her that i would love here always and forever and i still feel the same way.
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> what is wrong with me? why cant i make her happy? dont know why we are fighting most of the time. i usually unknowingly say or do something to piss her off, thus starting the downward spiral. it seems like nothing i do or say is ever what she wants to hear. i am constantly wondering if i am good enough for her, wondering if i am pissing her off at this very moment, wondering why the relationship has suddenly lost the physical aspect, and why she blows up over petty b.s.
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> after our last fight, (i still dont know why she blew up) we havent spoken to eachother for about a week. this past saturday would have been our 6 month anniversary.
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> i dont know why im writing this, what i want to say, or what i want the outcome of this relationship to be...i just know that i still love her and it hurts.Not to make light of your situation, but what you said reminded me of this Meatloaf tune that I love. One of his all time best, I think.
This is not the whole song, just the part i was reminded of:
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I couldn't take it any longer
Lord I was crazed
And when the feeling came upon me
Like a tidal wave
I started swearing to my god and on my mother's grave
That I would love you to the end of time
I swore that I would love you to the end of time!
So now I'm praying for the end of time
To hurry up and arrive
Cause if I gotta spend another minute with you
I don't think that I can really survive
I'll never break my promise or forget my vow
But God only knows what I can do right now
I'm praying for the end of time
It's all that I can do
Praying for the end of time, so I can end my time with you!!!
****************************************I've been where you are, in love, in pain, and it just doesn't have an up side. My very best wishes to you.
Shar
P.S. I started a thread and put the whole song in it. It might be good for a chuckle or two.
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