Posted by ALii on July 27, 2002, at 6:44:09
In reply to Re: when it all falls apart..., posted by Dinah on July 27, 2002, at 5:44:08
oh Dinah,
how I wish I had caring arms to hold me and make this pass without such pain.
the pdoc did not go well.......the new anxiety/sleep meds are USELESS!!!!!!
A few hours of driving around and crying on the phone with a friend and I'm still in the same place---hating my meds and hating my inability to gain control over my mind.
I did have the most caring arms reaching out from across the country tonight.......without that I would have scrambled down the cliff and begun my swim to the end.........romantically stupid but for a swimmer/surfer to go down in the ocean seems only fitting.
ok......death talk creeping in........still in bad state.
as always it passes and this time should be no different.
-a.
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