Posted by SandraDee on July 26, 2002, at 16:02:20
In reply to Proof, posted by Bobby on July 26, 2002, at 15:18:48
I completely agree. I also am not always depressed or overwhelmed. And to better try to defend my lighthearted posting, I was trying to help get this board back to what it sounded like it was before. So much tension so I thought I'd TRY to lighten it up a little with a question on social. I don't know why I'm trying to defend myself anymore... it's useless.
Okay, one last try to defend myself, and I think I'm done... When Katt posted about cutting, I didn't post to that thread because I'm not a cutter, I don't have that urge, I'm sorry she does, but I can't relate to that, so I let other PSB'ers support her. She didn't come after me - singling me out - for not supporting her. AngelGirl was in a deep dark pit of despair - a place I can't relate to at the moment and (this is probably going to come off as uncaring) I have so many of my own things (rough marriage/little kids - not to mention the Lou issues) right now that it's all I can do to keep upbeat for my kids. I'm not playing "victim" as she tried to deem me. If I was, I would post about my frustrations with my husband and every single thing in my life that wasn't going my way. I am truly, sincerely sorry that AngelGirl is upset right now, and that she's upset because apparently I didn't thank her the right way, or support her the way she needed it (apparently - FROM ME). I'm sorry if I seem self-absorbed right now. Right now I am trying to take care of me, which I don't do well anyhow.
Bobby, I look forward to your posts because they do show hope to those in that abyss. - Thank you.
*sigh*
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