Posted by Gabbi on July 26, 2002, at 15:17:15
In reply to Re: I apologize for not being objective » Gabbi, posted by Angel Girl on July 26, 2002, at 14:43:48
It was not YOU who put me in a bad mood its just seeing the place I felt safe in become full of venom. But of course I have to say, that last week when I was just "wacked out" (its the best description I can come up with) with exhaustion regarding the whole abandonement, therapy, hopeless feeling we sort of discussed.
It seemed logical to me to call a friend at 130 in the morning and leave a vicious, insulting message on his answering machine for something I perceived as a rude comment (which he'd made weeks earlier)Well suffice to say, the friendship has not recovered. And I felt so remorseful the next day. And still do.
I'm not saying you will change your mind tomorrow, I don't know what you are feeling right now, But if you do change your mind, I know I will understand, and I think others will too.I'm sorry too, that I made you feel personally responsible for my mood. (Thats something my MOM would do)
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