Posted by Gabbi on July 25, 2002, at 22:55:13
In reply to I give up, posted by Angel Girl on July 25, 2002, at 22:40:39
Angel Girl,
I was going to write to you a while ago and ask if you'd found a way to deal with crashing every time you feel abandoned, because I don't have a therapist and I wondered If you had any tips. I need so much reassurance I end up driving people away, which of course creates a vicious circle,I'm sorry I'm too tired to write you a proper answer but I'm in the same situation.
If you don't believe me you can read just about anyone of the many letters I've written in the last week. Not that I have any advice to give, I wish, but I'm worn out, I've been hunting for that mystical help for 2 years. And if its not bad enough not being able to get it, when people accuse you of not trying hard enough its wayyyyy tooo muuuuuch.Precisely the reason I ended up in the hospital last week, I just gave up. I'm bloody tired, stop I want off.
Oh I bet that cheered you right up I'm sorry,
God I'm stupid. I just feel not so alone if I hear of someone elses situation, and I sometimes assume that everyone feels that way.UMMM I meant well
poster:Gabbi
thread:27214
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