Posted by BarbaraCat on July 25, 2002, at 0:09:55
Hi Everyone,
I'm a regular on the med board, but now need your sage advice on a social issue. I'm a peace loving gal, love animals, meditate, have a spiritual practice, and try to be a good person. But boy howdy every now and then I sure do FLASH!! All my right actions fly out the window and are undone when I get a rage-on. The other day I practically ripped the head off some guy who was doing his job, but happened to be bulldozing the land around our house. It's a terrible situation, but it's very unwise to piss off people who weild power over me and yes, this is definitely people who it's not good to be baring my teeth to. Even though it's usually a very good reason to get stark raving bloodthirsty over I always end up feeling remorseful and out of control. It's all about taking things too personally, I know, but how do y'all manage to count to 10 when you can't get past 3? - BarbaraCat
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thread:27144
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