Posted by Gabbi on July 24, 2002, at 0:14:09
In reply to Re: Bobby its nm and it means » Gabbi, posted by Bobby on July 23, 2002, at 23:41:28
But bobby dear I don't have a bed, I won't even have a home in 2 weeks!
No, you aren't being overbearing,at all I'm a jazz lover and when you love music you always want to hear more. And I'm so out of the "loop" I hardly hear of anything new. I'm actually going to get the C.D. tomorrow.
No unfortunately(for me) I'm not in this for the fun of it. Though its helped me a lot As a matter of fact I was just released from the hospital after a suicide attempt, and very angry that I was "Saved"I've been diagnosed with Cyclical Unipolar progressive refractory (medication resistant)
depression. And unfortunately the Psychiatrist who diagnosed me is one of the best in his field (In Canada) Credentials are of course debatable and Many Dr's who are venerated have done horrible things.
But this man is truly wise, and correct in my case. Funny I hear the 'together' thing a lot but a lot of really acomplished people have crippling depression episodes. Its just thats when no one sees us. Right now though my episodes are so close together that I can't work and thats making things worse. I used to be an artists model, and had a really colorful multi-textured life but now, I'm living with my Dad in a very small town where you can't even get a good coffee, and its sucked whats left of my soul dry.Oh my, that sounded so so melodramatic, and self-obsessed, its true though.
Oh and my age "bracket" is 33
I'm sorry I really went on, there Bobby, but I don't really see anyone or talk to anyone anymore so I tend to over"talk" my welcome.
My e-mail is princessdirt@hotmail.com if you want to talk (figuratively speaking)Then I can ask you questions.
and I'll let you know about Michael Franks tomorrow.
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