Re: just because I know the face of my demon..Alii

Posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 0:18:52

In reply to just because I know the face of my demon..., posted by Alii on June 30, 2002, at 8:33:22

> ...doesn't make each battle any easier. Just because I'm aware of the tricks depression throws in my path does not make dealing with them any easier.
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> I still feel like a pile of *&@!# I avoid the people who can help me the most because my mind tells me they are sick of me not 'getting well'. I know the untruth in the former sentence and am saying I am tired of fighting this fight.
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> SO fricking sick of seeing what each day brings......the fun cycle of this hell I exist in.
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> wah...woe is me....and so on
>
> yawn
Alii
I understand you extremely well. YOur words could easily be my words. The only difference is I "KNOW" that people are sick of helping me because they don't see me getting any better. They've conveyed their frustrations to me many times. That just makes me feel even worse.
Angel Girl

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Phat dose of truth since I'm tired Alii 6/30/02
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I just want to help. Don't feel worse. (nm) » Alii beardedlady 6/30/02
this is what happens when.... Alii 6/30/02
am I looking for this? Alii 6/30/02
relentless waves of depression... » Alii IsoM 6/30/02
Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired SusanG 6/30/02
amber waves of grain... mmmmm grain..... » Alii kid_A 6/30/02
Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired ShelliR 6/30/02
You would be so fun to meet/know in person! (nm) » kid_A SandraDee 6/30/02
lawdy lawdy look what my mind has brought forth Alii 7/1/02
you sound a little better! » Alii beardedlady 7/1/02
funny, sometimes I can barely stand to be myself (nm) » SandraDee kid_A 7/1/02
Re: clarity, hurt feelings, and more - beardedlady Angel Girl 7/2/02
Re: just because I know the face of my demon..Alii Angel Girl 7/2/02
Re: relentless waves of depression... » IsoM Alii 7/2/02
Re: be thou laid with the uncircumcised? » kid_A Zo 7/3/02
Re: Can we go back to that word ugly. . (nm) » Alii Zo 7/3/02
going back to that word ugly.... » Zo Alii 7/4/02
Re: this is what happens when.... » Alii Zo 7/5/02
Re: relentless waves of depression... Gabbi 7/11/02

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