Posted by beardedlady on May 29, 2002, at 8:53:49
In reply to Re: UGH » beardedlady, posted by mair on May 29, 2002, at 7:39:12
I have just realized that today is my anniversary. For three anniversaries now, I have had relapses of some sort. Last year, I had a migraine that interrupted my vision for the week during my anniversary. The year before, I had weaned off the Serzone and had been taking nothing for a month, when I had a terrible relapse--during my anniversary. (The previous year, I believe I had just gotten a lot of relief from Serzone, having discovered it in March of that year.) And before that, I didn't have this problem!
I am so depressed.
I just went for a jog with my daughter on her bike with training wheels, and now we are going to wash my car. I feel better, but I still feel weepy. My daughter heard me cry for a second this morning, and it really upsets her. I pretended she had made a mistake, that I had something caught in my throat while I was talking, and she hasn't brought it up.
Thanks for your concern and help. I don't think I want to change my meds just yet, as I have been through these relapses in the past and really just need someone to say I'll come out of it as I always do. Why don't I know this by now, after three and a half years of this pattern?
beardy
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