Posted by kid_A on May 28, 2002, at 15:12:54
today. another panic attack, felt like i was going to die... i wonder how bad that would be? but enough about me, thats not the point...god, little g, used probably blasphemously, though not in vain, you all are great... seriously i dont know what id do without the contact i have here...
and i worry, dinah where are you? katt (do i even have the right to say it?) where are you? sourceror, where are you? god damn it, sar, where the hell are you? i miss you so...
i keep dreaming of meeting you somehwere, somehow, of connecting just like, just like... but maybe all there is beyond us is the cold earth, clutching at your bones like a mother...
why do we have to wake at 3:00am restless and desperate for normal sleep, normalacy, bad machines go back to the factory for retooling, we're going to put you on thorazine, up the dosage, you should start to feel better...
what do you want to be when you grow up? i wanna wake up with the absence of feeling as if the world was going to end... thats all... maybe a little money in my pocket to buy some beer...
happiness, what a great thing, what a wonderfull thing, what a marvelous candy and roses and sweet sweet honey dripping thing...
seems like, just like the sun, out of reach.
peace to all of you
love to all of you
gotta make it
one more
day.
poster:kid_A
thread:24786
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