Posted by mair on May 26, 2002, at 16:05:33
In reply to Can anybody see me???, posted by Angel Girl on May 26, 2002, at 15:33:19
> "I feel so invisible, here and everywhere else. I've been contemplating the desire to continue my existence all weekend, crying, and watching life go on without me. I don't fit in anywhere."
What are your living sircumstances? Are you living alone? Do you have family or friends nearby? How about co-workers?
"Y'all are friends here and know each other so well, I don't know anybody, I'm a newbie outsider."
That's probably more appearance than reality. New people come on all the time and I think are enveloped pretty quickly if they have the desire to stay around and figure us out. Others come and go rather quickly and lots of "old timers" come on only sporadically.
"I'm tired of being alone and crying. I'm tired of being unloved and unwanted. I'm tired of being."
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It sounds like your inner resources are rather depleted. (this is a favorite expression of my therapist) Why don't you fill us in a bit more about what's going on with you. I'm sorry if I haven't been paying more attention, but I try to ration my time here and the amount of posting I do, sometimes more successfully than others. We all do a little better when we can address concrete issues. Whatever your circumstances, I'm absolutely sure that the "unloved" "unwanted" perception is a distortion. (another favorite therapist word) You tried the other day to reach out to Katt which obviously means you're able to care about others. What goes around, comes around.Please keep posting. I have a date with the new "Star Wars" movie pretty soon so I probably can't get back to you in awhile but I'm sure others will jump in.
Mair
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