Posted by alii on May 25, 2002, at 2:04:18
In reply to Re: Grief after suicide » alii, posted by wendy b. on May 24, 2002, at 11:28:44
> Dear Alii,
> I wonder if you're talking about Stacey, or about someone else? I understand your pain, this one reminded me of my powerlessness to do anything to stop the tide of self-destruction, in my father and in Sar.... I'm so sorry you're feeling badly, it's good to share it here...
> a hug to you,
> Wendy
Can a tide be stopped?
Can one ever really know why another opted for this way out?
And is it an option?I find comfort in holding that option open for myself after many years of struggle.
I have no immediate plans nor am I suicidal at this time. I think after what I have endured in this life that I have every right to call my own shots.
If it comes to that I might find out just how poor an option it could be....For now I cry and wonder why it was the right choice at that time for those who have left us.
And I am angry.
And scared and ?
The snowglobe is settling but the hollowness is deepening and the darkness really making some strides in regaining ground.AlIi
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