Posted by k9lover on May 24, 2002, at 7:45:12
In reply to Heading to the pit...again., posted by Penny on May 24, 2002, at 7:38:26
My friend... you are not alone. Your post echos my experience last night except I was racing through as much beer as I could to end the pain. I didn't cut - thought about it - but beat that nasty one.
I hate it when it feels so dark and slow - it's like walking through cold molasses...
My pdoc is on vacation and the idiots at the doc's office won't prescribe my full paxil script - I have to call them yet again on that one...
One good thing is that i think the wheels are in motion to transfer me away from my toxic (emotionally and physically) supervisor until he retires. That might go a long way for me to helping cope with this nasty disease.
I'm keeping at bay those I want to die thoughts but they are there - squirreling to get in. What a fight this can be at times
Sorry for the downer - sometimes this is so hard...
Jan
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