Posted by trouble on March 22, 2002, at 5:18:17
As noted, I have been getting alot of unwelcome visits lately from my mother, ambassador from Hell. Ladies and gentlemen, Hell has left the building, replaced by the presence of God in His Selfless perfection, ancient Father Spirit, Who has made a vow, a sacred covenant, if I will believe in Him, of no further uninvited break-ins from my mom, her celestial body is grounded while He teaches her what she's been avoiding. The historical documents are cued up, and the angels are going to hold her hand while she looks at some painful moments, the lives of her children, husbands, girl friends, and all the other trusting souls she poured her blackhearted and faithless craziness into while ruling over this planet like a petty tyrant. In her stead, God has appointed Saint Christopher and the Holy Mother to stand by while we explore a few of my own Karmic lessons. My work here is not yet finished, and He's not going to punish me anylonger, even though all my prayers to Him have been curses and accusations, that's water under the bridge He calls His back, all I have to do is walk across it. There is so little life left in me, there's not much to lose if I let God take the wheel, though it's certain we'll go to places I don't want to revisit, once the work is done He gave His Word He'll bring me back. And I'll never have to go there again. He's done this a billion times, but the spirit has to be willing. Willing to forsake my duty to Darwin, the self-destruction I was programmed to complete, my murdering family, megalomania, habits, neurochemistry, vengeance and Court TV, since, according to God, Who is my true Father, it's no longer about natural selection, it's about us, and we'll just have to see how all this plays out in the morning light, after all, He's put MY stamina to the test every wretched day of my wretched life, let's see how much of this He can take.
love,
robin
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