Posted by LiLi80 on March 20, 2002, at 15:19:38
In reply to Re: whatever » LiLi80, posted by Lou Pilder on March 20, 2002, at 15:07:57
most peopl dont get better they just get poor from paying doctors to treat them. its all about insurance and who can make you feel crazy and look crazy until you actually kill yourself. Nodody tries to help, they just keep pushing til you cant take it anymore. Most attempts arent for attention, they just didnt get it right. Believe it or not its very hard to kill yourself without the right tools. you need something to hang from or the right LD50, which is hard to figure out. and nobody wants to be in more pain than they are in, so gun shot is not an option for me. besides theres that whole what if i live bit in peoples minds. i dont have a facsination with death and an afterlife. I hope there isnt one. I just dont like my life and what keeps happening to me. dont get all but its not worth it. i've heard it before. thats not why i come to this board, i dont come for advice or help. i come to bitch and have company that knows what i am going thru
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