Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on January 30, 2002, at 22:12:09
In reply to Re: hypomania » sar, posted by Krazy Kat on January 30, 2002, at 17:40:59
I've begun to wonder if I'm schizophrenic lately with the way I can dissociate into another world.
Hey Dr.KK
Try not to analyse the illness too much I know I'm guilty of that.
I've known 2 schizophrenics well , bipolar 1 is very similar in manic stage .
And there's the mixed states feeling v high but hallucinating/hearing voices ect or the irritation uncontrolable anger one of which I rarely suffer from due to the effexor for some strange reason.
> p.s. Suicide has been heavily in my thoughts lately. It's more like a heavy cloak than a seering brand...
Yeh ...We all know bout that here....try and write bout it even though creatively it sucks then when your feeling well throw it away .The trapped hopelessnes is a hard one to deal with where you cannot do anything to get out of it and feel you never will.....I used to drink but now take a benzo to escape into oblivion till the emotional weather changes and you know it always does.
Anyways what would Dr.Eamer do without you and she's having a house warming party where everyone wears doc attire....bring your own plasma or saline.....I'll be the one on the stretcher shouting "The Birds The Birds save me from the BIRDS!."Dr.Eamer.
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