Posted by JohnDoenut on January 3, 2002, at 13:54:31
I thought about spelling it "panicy" but then I figured
it need the "k" in there. . .So Im back at work after the holidays which means boredom and perusing the net and this board. So hi y'all and how ya doin?!
Yesterday I took 900mg Neurontin in the am along with about 50mg of Wellbutrin and felt odd but more or less ok. Today I took 600mg neurontin and 25mg of wellbutrin but when I got to work I felt panicky. so instead of boosting 300mg I boosted with 600mg neurontin and soon felt a dreamier bliss setting in removing the panic. I dont want to take that much at once but I felt I had no choice. Since Im used to it now (and eat protein in the am) it didnt really make me tired. Just felt better. I didnt want to take more wellbutrin and get edgier from its activation today. I just popped 10mg of ritalin to get something going so I can maybe do some work. So this is my life. Better living through chemistry. At least Im not drinking with all due apologies to you drinkers out there. :) I drank a lot new years eve, more than I have in a long time and it was fun. I woke up at 6am that morning dizzy and went back to sleep to wake up groggy but not hungover.
Anyway, I can think of a number of better and more productive things I could be doing with myself and my life but instead Im trapped in the rat race, like you, wasting away in the margaritaville of a dank cell of a cube in the vast corporate wasteland. Greetings from vast corporate wastelandsville!!! Hey, how ya doin out there all you other Dilbertites?! Nice to see ya! Wouldnt want to be ya! 8-) I think Ill go slip away into mediocrity now if you dont mind. I wont make any waves but I will be the nail that sticks out and refuses to be hammered down. I will fit in and be nice and do what they tell me so I can collect a paycheck every week and pay for stuff I need to live. At least Im not living in some poor godforsaken blighted country like Libya or Sudan I tell myself. Im sure any of those people would love to trade places with me in an instant. Im sure the Matrix would oblige if it so suited itself.
Well anyway, have a day. :-)
JohnD
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