Posted by kid_A on December 14, 2001, at 13:19:14
i went to the supermarket to find happiness, it wasn't there... i knelt in church for 45 minutes, still no happier, i was ill, i took pills, still nothing, i went to the shore to dig for sand fleas, and they burrrowed deep into the sand dumb and happy, looking for scraps of food, i looked at the sunset and didn't see a sun, it was an eye, it was a vision, it was a symbol, it was setting... i asked the ghosts "are you happy?" no reply, i called my mother, ouija, no answer no answer no answer, nothing and no movement, i called my doctor, he had medicine for my head, but he didn't know what happiness was, happiness was a paycheck, and a pat on the back, and the firm handshake, i went to bed to dream, and my ill pills lulled me into a dream, and in that dream i was happy, and i rejoiced, and i danced out of my skin like a snake, and all of me was disapeared from existance, and it was all the same, and there were no differences, and for a few seconds at least, i missed the tears.
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thread:15549
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