Posted by adamie on November 27, 2001, at 21:40:38
hi. I am 18, male. extremely high IQ. dont smoke or drink. I greatly believe in openness, honestly. I used to be perfectly happy but I was forced to take a medication called accutane which did not have it's most serious side effects posted on the canadian package. I stopped taking the med but it was too late and it caused an extremely servere and at some points suicidal depression in me. every day is painful to be alive. it is constant horror. sometimes better, sometimes worse. accutane depression is supossed to pass over time, months, years, decades. I just hope I will around for then. I dont want to die. life is perfect. the illness just makes it all seem horrific and hopeless. sometimes it feels like every few seconds are painful to be alive. my heart pounding, the sides of my head burning. I dunno when I'll get better.I am looking for someone who is also experiencing a mental illness like I am. I am 18 but I like older women as well. In my very unmotivated mood I will do my best to help you, make you happy, hold you and craddle you in my arms. maybe we can try to recover together. I promise I will do everything I can for you. I want someone to love, someone to take care of. I would do as you'd tell me. Please give me a reason to live :**. I want to love someone :**. we can suffer through this horrible illness together. we can make things better. and if you want you dont have to take it seriously. like no marriage and things. we can just be loving friends not affraid to show they love eachother :**. I promise I will always tell you everything, always be honest with you, and always take care of you, for you would be the most important of all :**. see you soon.
anyone please e-mail me at adamie@herwire.com
please help save me. i will try to save you too :**
poster:adamie
thread:14446
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