Posted by kiddo on November 21, 2001, at 20:49:45
I guess I just need to 'vent'. Right now I'm riding the roller coaster, and feel like it's going highspeed in reverse. One day I love life and everything seems so 'right'. Lately, I've been spiraling down like an avalanche and feel like it's snowballing. What do I do? I've been taking my meds, and all that other stuff that's supposed to improve your life and wellbeing, so what-what good is it if it doesn't work?
My mood swings are so irratic right now, I can't take it. I thought about putting myself in the hospital, but Monday was my b.d., I was supposed to have a dr.s appt, today (but he was sick and cancelled the whole day), and tomorrow is Thanksgiving-so I didn't. However, I don't know what will happen next week. I CANT TAKE ANYMORE.
Today, my hubby gets ticked, and goes off on me because my 'mood swings' are out of control. What a joke, does he actually think I do it on purpose? I was in PBO and no one was there-like who would want to be the night before Thanksgiving? I feel like someone with the plague-and outcast in my own family.
poster:kiddo
thread:14166
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