Posted by Krazy Kat on October 31, 2001, at 22:07:23
I love Halloween. It is my favorite holiday. I love to dress up, to go to a party or be in a parade.
There was nothing to do here - hubby even forgot it was Halloween. I was very down, and wanted to get beer and pizza and sulk.
Instead, I sulked, and actually talked to my husband about some of the recent things that have been bothering me. I've been as tight as a clam lately.
I then sulked some more. It helps that he lets me sulk now w/o comment.
Then, I ate. I often don't eat when spiraling down. I ate things I like - pasta and pie. And even some chips.
Then, I watched an old movie.
Then I started feeling quite hypomanic. But that's a whole different story.
I'm always afraid Hubby is going to criticize when I do "selfish" things - it's been a change for him. But I was determined to do some things that would help me and prepared myself to say that.
Boy, am I rambling.
So, anyway, my reward is a crummy diner breakfast tomorrow. And no dry mouth upon waking.
- KK
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