Posted by susan C on October 26, 2001, at 18:42:02
In reply to Re: dream within a dream and vise versa, posted by dreamer on October 26, 2001, at 15:02:41
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> > > What you mean all my previous posts suggest mania?
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> > no, well, yes. not all of them....it would be a good source because 1.) they already exist and 2.)when you wrote them you didnt know that a DOCTOR would be reading them, other than maybe dr-bob, but we know he doesn't give opinions here, other than having to do with the expressly defined parimeters of this board. BTW I passed the test too and now have to )@%^#$%!@$(&()*&$#@&$ go take a nap.
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> Mouse if that was mania then well erm how can I put this ....I've never been interested in street drugsNeither have I
>and hash has always been paranoia city and psychotic behaviour aint my style.
Neither have I
> However, I guess what I'm experiencing now must be close or equivelent to xtascy.
dont know about that one
> I'm cautious bout filling in my mood chart with long lines in the severe elevated boxes(is this making sense)
Are we talking about Relativity here(where is Einstein when you need him)...this has ALWAYS confused me...I dont fill in the last depressed side unless i m thinking about suicide and I dont fill in the top end unless, unless, it is like a time when i walked for five hours muttering to myself, or or or I go out and spend buying things I don't need...like i did the other night, except except, i really do need new pants, but but but...
> Wow mania for me -long time since has always been uncontrollable actions rage laughter energy hey I'm god and annoying others -this is pleasant .
I feel more pleasant than I have in a long time...not so 'i have to laydown or i will fall down' dizzy wozzy...sleepy...with moodswings in between.
> And here's me with my discharge paper from hospital diagnosis -recurring depressive episodes ??
>This brings me back to my theory of the modern 'fad' of bipolar two...now there is a bipolar three, I am not have not had the energy to investigate what that means. As it is i am having a hard time understanding what bipolar is...I KNOW i get depressed...I KNOW I get mood swings of I can do anything and thoughts a million miles an hour (all of them productive and creative by the way) (at least, I think so)
> confused but no worries .....mmmmmm obsessive *FIX on monday.....dreamer.
I guess what i meant by my suggestion, was, not that your posts here were all (or any) a representation of manic, I am not one to say, but if i wanted to give someone something that showed how i was writing over a period of time, this would be a place to find it...I guess, i should have said I instead of you...
BTW I love what you write, I find something in it that is daring, and confusing; frightening and delightful; challenging and amusing; hilarous and soulsearching.
your cross atlantic pal
Mighty Mouse
susan C
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