Posted by kid_A on October 24, 2001, at 9:31:25
Hmfff... Like to stop, should stop, but I don't stop... I need to quit smoking so often, it evolved from casual social smoking when I was drinking to smoking all during the week... I feel like garbage for this... always buying cigarettes... this is a year or so after I quit entirely and convinced a few friends to quit as well... Citing health and believe it or not political reasons...I've worked it down to now, 1 pack on wednessday when I dj, one pack one the weekend when I dj... no more... I rationalized it last night because i was able to scrape some change out of the glovebox and only spend about 89 cents on the pack that i didnt allready have in cash form...
Alcohol, thats even worse, cant seem to stop drinking every day... I dont get smashed smashed, just a few beers... 3-4 5 maybe... couple that w/ xanax, and sleeping pills and its not good... not to mention that its contraindicated with every single medicine that i take... But i cant seem to stop drinking... I dont guess im an alcoholic because i have only rarely wound up passed out in strange places (true story, ask those that know)... but I still feel like I need to drink every night... I'm thinking of switching to just a nice cup of warm tea... God Damn it! grocery store runs out of english breakfast tea when you want it the most...
What the hell, i feel like a drunk, even tonight i'll be going out so I know i'll be drinking... I think I drink every single day... its inescapable for me...
Anyone out there Juliedealer et al!!? i'm talking to you!! how do you do it, how do you kick the habit, just for a day???
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