Posted by sar on October 19, 2001, at 10:26:05
In reply to Re: suicide triggers, posted by Krazy Kat on October 19, 2001, at 10:10:39
i can relate to what Shar wrote.
for me, the ideation had been around quite awhile and v. intensely...the "trigger" was a bad acid trip and the next morning was my first attempt...
second attempt i'd been "okay" for a few months, and there wasn't really a trigger except that i was looking at a tree that seemed good to hang from.
what keeps me around is curiosity...i'm pretty young and new to the meds game; i'm curious to see if this neurontin will help, if i'll fall in love again, if i'll get money to travel...
but at my darkest (good description, Jane) i'm not very curious, and my mind is obsessed with the best method of killing myself.
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