Posted by Glenn Fagelson on August 6, 2001, at 21:47:55
In reply to Re: Glenn ..., posted by Willow on August 6, 2001, at 20:27:16
> I live so far away. Just for me to get to Toronto would take over three hours. By plan maybe 45 minutes, but that isn't counting on time to get to the airport, waiting for the bird, etc.
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> I have a post to Kristi up above and it has links to my town. Some of them have maps. I didn't check the maps out because I'm fairly sure of my location. They may give you an idea of the distance I'm referring to.
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> I wish my numbers for the Lotto would come up, then I could fly right over for that cup of coffee. I like mine with double milk and three sugar. I need the sugar to keep me from getting bitter.
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> My dad gave me my first cup of coffee that I can remember. He use to back then drink his black. When I complained that it was too hot he told me to add more sugar. Parents probably are a bad influence!
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> Are the suicidal thoughts new to you? What I mean is have you had them before? They do go away, but I am concerned about you because you are a man. Men are more impulsive then women. (Or perhaps women are too flippy to keep a line of thought. Ohhh, I may get flap for that one. What I mean is that we, women, have so much on the go.) Do you know what brought this on?
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> If I'm being too nosey just let me know.
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> Your Friend
> Little WillowDear Willow,
I didn't know that you lived so far away.
No,...you are not being too nosey. The
suicidal thoughts, unfortunately, are not
new. I get extremely lonely at times and
that is what brings on my suicidal thoughts.
I have friends, but they just do not
understand my illness, so I have to keep
many things to myself. I am also sick
and tired of depression itself; the over-
sleeping,the appetite loss, feelings of being
disconnected, fatigue, etc.... I socialize
a lot, but I still get the awful feelings of
loneliness and emptiness.Thank you, Willow, for being concerned;
I hope I haven't depressed you.Glenn
poster:Glenn Fagelson
thread:8755
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