Posted by Shar on July 7, 2001, at 20:37:38
In reply to with my eyes closed, posted by Jena Lyn on July 6, 2001, at 21:06:52
Well, it is living, it's just not fun living.
Sorry to hear the bleakness you're experiencing. I bet, though, you do find moments where you are impressed and awed by something (mother nature often does it for me, with just a flock of geese going overhead, or a breathtaking moment catching a hummingbird feeding, and other stuff like that--sometimes funny too)even when you feel bleak.
Your sister in desolation, wishing you all the best,
Shar
> I sometimes feel like Im going through life without seeing anything that is around me. Ive separated myself from life, so I have to ask the question, am I living? Is it living to go through each day hating life, hating my situation and the way that I feel all the time? Is it living to go through life with your eyes closed, your heart numb, and your mind your worst enemy? Is it??????????/
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