Posted by dreamer on June 29, 2001, at 10:13:08
In reply to What is This?? Anybody?, posted by tina on June 29, 2001, at 9:40:40
> Morning all
> I'm going to try to explain this but it doesn't make much sense to me so I should imagine that it won't to you either but here goes:
> Every morning for the past 2 weeks, I've woken up with this weird sense that I'm still asleep and dreaming. I have been having disruptive daydreams when awake that terrorize me all the time. I can't think. These images just seem to come into my head and give me a sense of dread and impending doom and I get anxious and have a raging panic attack. This morning I almost fainted. i got so dizzy and scared. I feel like I'm really losing it. Talk about your unreality! It's very overwhelming to feel that you can't stop the thoughts and images from taking over. I see flashes like images under a strobe light. They aren't coherant but I know they terrify me. I don't know what this is?
> I have panic disorder but this isn't like any panic attack I've had before. These make me feel like I'm really going to go mad and be carted away. Does anyone have an explanation better than this? Do you know what this is?
> I'm really worried
> thanks
> tinaHi again Tina,
Seems like I've been suffering something similar but without the panic after but it does switch my mood.
The annoying thing is its as if I'm still dreaming [not daydreams]in the background when awake .Pictures surface, flash but as soon as I try to recall it it goes away again .I would dismiss them normally but often they seem dark, spooky. I suppose its similar to an annoying tune a catchy one that you hate playing over and over in your head and the only way to get rid of it is to sing the whole damn thing loud ~thats if you can remember it.
I wish I had an answer~ bye for now
poster:dreamer
thread:6912
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20010628/msgs/6913.html