Posted by Dubya on March 29, 2001, at 0:07:24
In reply to If you insist ; ), posted by dj on March 28, 2001, at 23:55:07
Thanks DJ...
Sure, I need to find out "what's going on" but, I think my current views reflect opposing views i.e. I think I am fat but my friends (a girl) tells me that I am not yet I don't eat properly b/c I somehow sunk myself into this. Please bear with me, I like to admit any problems b/c, that only makes it easier in treating them but I FEEL A STRONG NEED to FEEL ACCEPTED w/ppl (no b/c of EGO but b/c of extremely LOW SELF ESTEEM?). I am hard on myself I think but, I am not intending on 'ripping' myself off by forcing myself into false expectations. I can't believe that my AD's are finally making any difference b/c, I am doing a bit better in terms of achievement but, I still have the 'sweats' and so-on. I am embarrassed to talk about this, although I would like to talk about this. I guess I am stupid b/c I put up w/suffering needlessly but, on the otherhand, I see no hope (haven't seen much since who knows how long).
poster:Dubya
thread:5325
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