Posted by Rach on March 21, 2001, at 21:46:41
In reply to Re: Do You Ever Feel Too Stupid............... » tina, posted by NikkiT2 on March 19, 2001, at 15:09:18
Every second at the moment is agony - I have people everywhere trying to give me advice on my life.
You know what - running away is infinitely harder than facing your probs. I have been trying to run away from things for a few weeks now, and haven't been at all successful. Suicide, hospitalisation, illness, patheticness, disappearing: I have investigated them all to get away from my probs.
But, I now have to face the music in one hour. I have a meeting at work. I will get the sack. And I am so stupid I couldn't find a way to run away from it all.
Everything has blown up in my face. My mother caught me out in lying, because my workplace rang my parents several times to find out what was going on. I have to fix it all today, because I cannot find a way to run away, as much as I want to.
I think, though, that things will become easier for it, I hope.
Love to you xxx
> > to live?
> > I don't know what's harder. Running away from your mistakes or standing up and facing them.
> > Just a cosmic question to some very specific people whom I'm sure will understand........
> > peace and love
> > Tina
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