Posted by kilo8 on May 15, 2015, at 4:30:25
In reply to Re: Pdoc said I'm too messed up to be helped by drugs!, posted by baseball55 on May 12, 2015, at 19:48:18
Hello,
I just had another attempt at therapy last months. Went there 4 times. First I felt good and had a good impression but at the 2nd and 3rd visit I already noticed it's not as good as I thought.
Then I ended it.
After the first visit I had this naive feeling that somebody's going to help me and everything will be fine and I'm no longer alone with my problems. This was so naive. But I simply long for this feeling that somebody's going to help me and stand by my side. But a therapist doesn't do that he only "helps" as long as you pay him.
I also noticed that the stuff he said to me didnt really help me at all and often times he didnt even say anything in reply to my problems but just sat there. Stuff like that doesnt help me.I'm really disillusioned. I dont think I will try therapy again. It's too upsetting for me. After the 2nd visit and the later visits I always felt much worse cause I was so upset and in inner turmoil cause I couldnt really figure out if he was good or not. Then I needed to talk to other people about it and get their opinion!
I could easily have gone to a second therapist to discuss what the first therapist said! :(
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