Posted by alexandra_k on December 31, 2012, at 4:18:08
i miss babble
sometimes
not a lot
but sometimes
i do.i remember when i first found babble...
so much superficial junk on the net
then posts from articulate people
relating
genuinely
dx aside
consumer or provider or whatthefuckever
it justdidntseemtomatterthat is what i miss.
then getting to know the posters
the tender fears
watching people unfurl as i got to know them
their vulnerabilities
just like me
making me feel human
different from me
making me feel special, uniquei miss that babble
and yeah we would fight
and bob would analyze the site
and i got to learn psychoanalytic / dynamic stuff
which was great for me 'cause i was really interested to learn
and couldn't get in on it academicallyi feel that way about physiotherapy now
(fingers crossed that may work out for me in the new year)
if it doesn't...well...
i'm a philosopher, really, of course.
i get it now
i dothe only thing that separates me from the person living in a box is whether I write or not
and either i do or i don't it is up to me
if i do then things will go up and if i don't then things will go down
i mean really
what was i expecting?
unconditional love?the PhD bubble... i think, yeah, there was something like that going on...
but it's over now.
and life is what it is
but i miss babble sometimes
yeah
happy holidays and all that
bob
babble
i miss you sometimes.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:1034263
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20120922/msgs/1034263.html