Posted by floatingbridge on September 3, 2011, at 16:02:56
In reply to just don't know what to do... *suicide trigger*, posted by sleepygirl2 on September 2, 2011, at 22:52:36
SG, when you write suicide trigger, are you having urges or ideations?
Would you write back about that?
I am very dull-witted and fumbling for words today. So, my first take is that, on top of feeling poorly, I wonder if you are taking on responsibility for the feelings of others. It's almost a default depressed cognition to feel burdensome. There is also so much crap for lack of a better word coming to mind about suicide attempts and urges and ideations, that they always involve manipulation.
I do not believe you are being manipulative. You are feeling bad. There are people in your life that care, and maybe they want you to care about you and not them. I don't know. But you do have people that care. Right now, don't worry about letting them down. Okay?
I am not worried--I am concerned. I have confidence in you, and that you will be alright....
But check in please.
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