Posted by Annabelle Smith on April 28, 2011, at 15:06:51
In reply to Re: Sisyphus, posted by Dinah on April 28, 2011, at 12:37:15
Dinah, I am trying to be more absorbed with other activities in my life.
My therapist doesn't know how bad this hurts. I don't feel like I can make it an entire week. I feel like I need something earlier in the week, like on Monday or Tuesday. 5 days are about the max I can take right now. 7 pushes it over the edge and something feels like it snaps inside.
Did I say something inappropriate in the first post? Are my feelings towards my therapist inappropriate? They are not romantic feelings--most definitely not. They are feelings that I get around the sacred or maybe a long time ago, around my mom. But not romantic, even if it sounds that way.
My graduation is in less than two weeks. This is a huge transition in my life that brings up so many feelings of grief that I can hardly stand it. It makes me feel really sad. My parents are both coming to my graduation, but not any more of my family. It is a 5 hour drive for them. It hurts me that my brother is not coming; it's not that he couldn't get off of work-- he just doesn't want to.Also, it is a day that makes me feel more and more grief about the death of my grandparents, as I want them to be here with me on this day.
I can't move on.
poster:Annabelle Smith
thread:983962
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