Posted by emmanuel98 on June 20, 2010, at 20:21:25
I spent 5 years in weekly therapy with my p-doc. I had such intense feelings for him and it was hard to end, even though we had little to talk about and had worked through most of my issues. Now I am seeing him once a month or once every two months for meds. I find it so painful to see him. I can't accept the loss of him as this important, loving person in my life.
I've actually started to think about finding another p-doc to prescribe medications so I don't have to have this wound opened up over and over again. On the other hand, I can't bear the thought of never seeing him again.
I just saw him on Thursday and have been crying ever since. He wants me to see another therapist. I have been seeing this woman, a social worker whom I like a lot, every two or three weeks. He thinks I should see her every week and work through my grief with her.
I feel so bereft.
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