Posted by deerock on May 27, 2010, at 14:54:47
so i posted i terminated with my T. at least said hey, im taking a break maybe for good maybe not and we agreed i could come back if i wanted.
since then ive been feeling aweful and my doc told me he thinks i have colitis or crohns. tests coming up next week.
anyways, it seems that i feel much worse without my T. almost like im feeling as bad as i was when i started w. her 4 years ago. and im starting to think i should go back.
however, i also know that being in therapy was not a cure all and i never really felt that things got that much better, which is why i left in the first place. so im stuck. i feel like im doing worse and i should go back but i also feel going back is not the long term solution bec. i get dependent on her and nothing really changes.
id like to hear what others think.
poster:deerock
thread:949129
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