Posted by rnny on January 14, 2010, at 13:16:40
This is old news that I feel this way but honestly, it has been 'hell' since she retired. Essentially I haven't had any therapy since. I have been meeeting T's or starting therapy and then running into "problems" with the T. For sure I haven't had any stable therapy since she retired over a year ago and I have given it a chance too. It is not like I haven't. I have seen two people kind of long termish who are different than her but absolutely nothing came/ or has come from the sessions. I am just venting here. I feel I need still more long term counseling and wonder if I will every meet someone like my old T. She was so classy. I really rely on therapy. Maybe too much. The idea of not having a T in my life upsets me, makes me anxious. T is who I run to with all my problems. Is that wrong? Is that a problem in itself? I have no one else to run to, that's why. Sorry for the rambling. But I am alone in this world and the T plays a vital role.
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